you got me.

today happened to be the worst day. tonight didn’t goes as planned and i am kinda bummed here in the room,on the bed,sobbing.

well,approximately four hours ago, i was bumming on the bed with my work clothes on,and a hungry stomach.bestie didn’t helped much cause she was working up my emotions while she was otw to meet her love,leaving me here for Phuket.

well, to make it all better,i got an unexpected sms. turned my frown to a smile atleast. you swept me off my feet and now i am a happy goober,that i am talking nonsense to faa. i cant wait to meet them.

drunkard lover.

its like, were you ever tired of making a detour?

doesnt your batts or fuel runs out everytime you changed your mind?

couldnt you make up your mind before giving the mixed signals?

honestly,i am freaking sick,disappointed and freaking irritated. do you ever know that whatever you said,did and asked and showed does have an impact on me? call me naive, i am hopeless when it comes to you.

i gave up,and you came back. if you are planning to play this ‘tug of love’ game,i am so sorry. find another player.

for now,i really want you to know that whatever feelings i had for you since months ago has been the same,never changed.well it did,when i gave up on you.

butterflied.

where do i begin,or what shall i begin with.

turned twentyone, just added a whole new meaning to my life. i felt like i am the sole breadwinner of the family already. the bills,the marketing and ouh, not forgetting the fitting and fixtures that cost me a bomb which caused me to forgo my phuket trip. am double dissapointed.

i think i am already out of love,my love supply is definetely running low. though i told him what i felt a few months back but what he doesnt know,it has never changed.  i couldnt belived i just did that,but i did that.yikes.

but, you are the first nice guy i have come to know after a few bad ones. but i am not sure if you are gonna be the last one.well i hope so :S

Those 3 words

It’s been 4 nights, and we haven spoke. I swear there is this stab pain in the heart. You gave my February a whole new light, now I wonder what this March holds.

I miss you.

& I hope you do too.

Macam Biskut

And again, he comes back when I made my decision to stop all these affairs of the heart.

Is this some kind of police & thief games? I am running out out of breath, I am ready to give up.